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i’m so close to my next K i love u lots β˜ΊοΈπŸ’πŸ’πŸ’

problackgirl:

we’ve taught girls to romanticise nearly everything a boy does. when i was younger i thought it was cute that boys chased the girl even after she said no. i loved it when after a girl moved away from a kiss, the guy would pull her back and force it on. i thought a guy saying β€˜i won’t take a no for an answer’ was passionate and romantic. we’re literally always teaching girls to romanticise abusive traits.

❝ once you’re genuinely happy, be sure to remember the sad parts. you won’t fully understand how free you are unless you remember them. you managed to detach yourself from them, be very proud. don’t dwell on the sad times too much, though. love yourself. love yourself so much; you’ve done so well. ❞

oh plus im reading stephen king’s “it” at the moment but i think i’m gonna have to drop it for a while because i want to know the book i have to study for english lit inside-out so i do my very best

i wanna write a book buuut i have gcse exams to prepare for so i can’t add more onto my plate its really sad tbh

❝ are the street lights where you are different from the ones here? do they replace my company well enough on your midnight walks home? i would ask if you miss me, but i don’t think you do and i don’t blame you. i don’t miss me either. i may not have you around anymore and i definitely don’t have myself, but i have the daises and the city and the sweet smell of fresh toast on monday mornings. you may have been a lot, but you weren’t home to me, thank fuck. ❞
❝ i’m not in a very bright place right now. i think i’ve always been left in the dark, though. or maybe i’m the problem. i know i can’t go through life lighting up candles that just fizzle out. i need to stand up and find the light switch. ❞
Anonymous wrote: Everyday I say out loud that I'm ready to go. I'm ready to go whenever the earth is ready to take me. Thing is, I love my grandmother way too much to leave her yet. I used to be the pretty, popular and outgoing girl now I'm the depressed, anxiety, broken out face girl who can't stand to leave the house. Every time I look in the mirror I want to punch my reflection and I cry my eyes out until I can't even breath. And I actually had to cut off my bff bc she didn't care about me- only herself.

please don’t go i can relate to you so much you’ll never be alone ever! you may feel lonely but you’re not alone. please let me know you’re okay. i have depression and two types of anxiety. and guess what: ive been dealing with severe acne for about 4 years now!! i understand you so so so much and i want you to know that i genuinely care for you, i understand the hell you’re facing. you may call bullshit on this but our situations are so similar. please stick around not for me but for yourself! hang in there please i love you i promise things will change i hope you believe me. i hope you see this :-( i love you dont forget it

smallplants:

dulldrops:

very very veRY relevant

Insta: @smallplants

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Anonymous wrote: omg u stopped following me on instagram my heart is so broken :(

nooooo 8( who are u baby

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